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This is some of my proses
Thank you for visiting.
For you, Melissa...
All the following is my true sentiment...
Wrote for, felt for, lived for, then wait for...
My own prose,not the best, but I am not a professional writter ayways...
Memories
The moment of your departure,
as I helplessly watching your dorsal fade
behind the airport gate...
Air...remains is your scent of grace.
soon...vanishing before notice.
Wouldn't dare to observe this tragedy,
my heart associates with loneliness since then,
Tears within, erupts on rampage,
no containment...
Then brain collapses,
Only wills to carry one home...
oh, pity this soul-less body...
Our last hug, unforgettable...
I refuse to loosen the hands,
from the warmth of your tender body,
Only to afraid of never able to reunite, in this life time...
Can't let go,
Refuse to let go,
Unwilling to let go,
but must let go...
Solely miss you, The remembrance of:
Morning coffee...dinner...sweet and sour soup,
Light show...bare foot on the beach,
apple scent to cigarette scent...
So many, so many...
Each experience, is my desire for your salty lips for once more.
My dear angel, will you bless me with your kiss once again?
Every passed second, I cherish your sweet, softy, little voice,
and your natural childish echantment...
so naive...
Mention the wonderful bed time stories...
Moans of joys, Moans of happiness, Moans of love.
Though time was short, but once in a life time is enough.
Because once, is sweet enough perpectually.
Oh...sweet memories...
after hours, days, months, years,
my sentiment for you, forever remains,
as it were still yesterday...
Farewell
Ask God what love is?
which drive ones to live and die for.
Baffled???
Conscious of life is uncontrollable.
Destiny yet to offer nothing,
but loneliness.
Witnessing history reiterates.
heart broken once again,
As "good-bye" has vibrates from your scarlet lips.
Try to gather my mind for dexterity.
Think and think, ultimate results in only simple silence.
Dazed, as I pondered in frozen emotions,
Stunned, world suddenly turned around and darkes...
I wish, I wish to restrain you, hug you, kiss you,
Cherish you and would never release...
But I betrayed myself, so is the suffocating.
Silently...
As I stood there, like a statue, no sound, no motion, no life.
Helplessly observing your dorsal flee,
farther and farther away...
Tears should or would be dropped, only if I had any.
While blood drips from my heart,
is a replacement of tears.
Bitterness...
Perhaps a description of that particular moment exists,
But it can never portray my pain within.
Temperature impetuously altered,
Sensations of dipped in hell of ice at daylight...
Sun may shine, but so cold, so chill, so cruel...
Desperate to escape,
wait for one to pity.
Cried and hollered for relief, for mercy,
However...
No support?
No choice!
but fall in misery after your farewell......
Perpectual pain shall be endured,
Until the day you will love me, again...
It shall never end this way!